WORK!

Lately all I have been doing is working my butt off! The time that I usually head for work varies, but right now, it seems like I work to 10 or 11 at night, and then I also have the drive back home from Idaho Falls, so about another 35 minutes! It seems like that is all I do nowadays! Well, it at least gives me something to do. So Zach and I are still friends. I am glad that he knows that is all that I want right now and to not be in a relationship right now. I mean it isn't like I know for sure right now if we are going to get back together, but I need to straighten some things out in my life before I get back into a serious relationship. I have been really screwed up the past several months, and I just don't want anyone involved in what I have to do right now to straighten myself out. And before you ask on what needs straightening out, I won't tell. I am really ashamed of what has been done, and how I have destroyed myself. I have been debating in my head though on whether or not if I want to date him. I know that he loves me, and that he is in love with me, I just love him though. "I love him, just not IN love with him." I sorta rephrased that from what I heard on One Tree Hill episode this past week. Well, I better head to bed. I get to work nine hours tomorrow! Woot Woot! (haha not! jk jk!)