So this Saturday will be exactly nine years ago that I lost my grandmother to a drunk driver. I am trying my hardest to make it through this week and next couple of weeks without breaking down, but I have failed already. I thought about her much last night. Halloween has always been hard for me because of this, but this year, I am going to try my hardest and do everything that I can to enjoy it this year and not get so down! I am going to be dressing up for Treat Street this Friday and be handing out candy to kids. I am pretty excited about that, but lets hope I don't break down! I will have somebody fun to work with there with me! Kinda made me happy when he said that he was going to be there. His laugh is very much like the laugh from the black guy on fifth element. I told him that when we went to Dr. Slaughters a couple weekends ago! Then he said that he did, and now he can't laugh without me laughing at him! He is really fun to work with! Well, I better get to bed! I have a few things to do tomorrow before work!
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I know how hard it is for you on that night. But, if I am ever going to be a grand dad by you, i hope you will be able to tread on, because I know your own kids will want to go out Trick-or-Treating. You just have to remember how great of a woman she was, and everything she sacrisficed to take care of, and raise you.
Don't look at it in a dim way. Look at it from a bright side. She was alive to help raise your mother, and you, and when it was her time, the lord let you not solely witness it, but let you be there in her final moments.
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