River Water

So lately I have had some difficult times. Usually when I have a hard time I go to the river and sit there for a while and throw rocks into the murky river water, but there isn't any river close by for me to go to. The reason why I want to be around river water is becuase I just broke up with my fiance, and I have torn a legemate in my ankle. So I have been put on crutches for the next eight weeks or so. I forget how horrible of an experience it was! I broke up with my fiance, because it just didn't feel right. I feel like I should serve a mission, and not worry about getting married. We are both still friends, but it is awkward between the two of us, when we see each other. He and another person are the only friends that I have right now, and it seems like both of them don't want anything to do with me now. I really need to get some new friends. Other wise, the semester has been going great, until now that is. I feel so depressed whenever I see a couple on campus. I have great roommates this semester. We all talk to each other, but there are still spaces that seperate us, or at least me from the rest of them. My job on campus was way better than last semester's. Everyone likes hanging out with each other now! Except I just lost that job and the one in Idaho Falls for a lil' while, at least until I can get off crutches. Well, it is time for my nap, so I will try to update on Sunday!