No More Teens!

A day of firsts and lasts. My last day of waking up at home. Also my last day of being a teenager. My first day of living on mine own. My first day of buying groceries. Wow! I am in the big world now, and I already feel overwhelmed while at the same time; lonely. Not much has happened in the way of other things. School starts on Wednesday. I will still be working in Idaho Falls and in Rexburg this next week. Lifeguard Try-outs are on Thursday. I might quit in Idaho Falls. Ummmmm lets see my birthday is tomorrow and there really isn't much that I want. I just want love from my number 1 guy in my life. Derek got off early a few nights this week and the three of us did some things together, but really life is still life. Changes happen, but you learn how to get around that. I will now be walking to a majority of the places now, and will be seeing less of my parents, but really, I still function all the same. Turning 20 in my life is a turning point in my life. My birth mother just turned 20 when she had me, and it gives me the realization of how scary life is on your own, and when you really don't have parents nagging at you all the time. Life will still go on even with the changes that I have made.