Dreams

While I was at work last night, I went through my planner and put all the times that I am working in so I remember and not have to do it later. Plus, no one was there swimming and I forgot a book, so I was BORED! I got home about 11:30 from work and I just laid down and watched an episode of CSI: Miami, because I am the only one at my apartment this weekend. When I went to bed, I had a dream. I dreamed that Zach and I were driving somewhere (don't know where!) and then we get hit by a car that ran a red light. I was directly hit, and was near death. I just remember being in the Hospital and not being able to do anything. Not able to move, Not able to even think. I could hear everything, but I couldn't see, I couldn't speak, I couldn't even cry out for help, or for a hug. I was just trapped inside my body going crazy. I woke up to me crying and thrashing around. I haven't gone back to sleep since then. Other than that school is going well, only have been sick twice in a week and a half, and missed a day of work, and one class. So far, so good I guess. I guess we will see when I get gurther into the semester, but I am afraid that I am not going to be able to finish. I want to, it is my dream, but with the way my health has been, I just don't know if my body can handle all this stress from college. That is why I am taking as few credits as possible, or else I get really sick like I have found out!