Friday

Usually Friday's are pretty exciting for me because I can just forget about everything and go out and party. I LOVE FRIDAYS! Except today I worked. While I was working a coworker punched me. Who lets that happen? Well, apparently the place that I work at does. Other than I just want to run. I want to run and start over again. But, you don't get to do that in life. There are a few people that get to do that, but maybe they don't like it very much. I know I didn't like moving at the first thought, but then I realized that there would be stuff that this place doesn't know about me like Hays does. Hays has a lot of stuff that I don't like about me, but so does Rexburg. Rexburg feels like a place that I am just visiting.
For Thanksgiving, my brother and sister-in-law were here. We had an enjoyable time, but then my mother out of nowhere calls me a bitch in front them and Zach. That was really nice, to top it all off, my coworker today and hits me square in the face. Seriously is it just me? Or am I really this bad of a person? To the Farrer Family, I do this post for my friends. My friends hear about everything good in my life, but they don't get to hear why I am depressed when I call them. What am I saying? I know I am a jackass. I am sorry for saying what I did say on my last post. I know that isn't going to heal anything or make you like me again, or whatever you may think that I am thinking while typing this post, but really I am sorry. I am probably just really depressed lately, and I guess I am just taking it out on everyone. Depression hurts, and not only the person who has it. It also hurts those people that they interact with. I guess I am just a depressed little bitch according to the ones that I really care and love. I love all of you for reading this. Maybe, you just think I am doing this for selfishness. Think what you may want, I am not going to force you to think that I am a goody goody little girl. I never was, and I probably will never be. Goodbye for now, don't know if and when I will post again.