Friday

Usually Friday's are pretty exciting for me because I can just forget about everything and go out and party. I LOVE FRIDAYS! Except today I worked. While I was working a coworker punched me. Who lets that happen? Well, apparently the place that I work at does. Other than I just want to run. I want to run and start over again. But, you don't get to do that in life. There are a few people that get to do that, but maybe they don't like it very much. I know I didn't like moving at the first thought, but then I realized that there would be stuff that this place doesn't know about me like Hays does. Hays has a lot of stuff that I don't like about me, but so does Rexburg. Rexburg feels like a place that I am just visiting.
For Thanksgiving, my brother and sister-in-law were here. We had an enjoyable time, but then my mother out of nowhere calls me a bitch in front them and Zach. That was really nice, to top it all off, my coworker today and hits me square in the face. Seriously is it just me? Or am I really this bad of a person? To the Farrer Family, I do this post for my friends. My friends hear about everything good in my life, but they don't get to hear why I am depressed when I call them. What am I saying? I know I am a jackass. I am sorry for saying what I did say on my last post. I know that isn't going to heal anything or make you like me again, or whatever you may think that I am thinking while typing this post, but really I am sorry. I am probably just really depressed lately, and I guess I am just taking it out on everyone. Depression hurts, and not only the person who has it. It also hurts those people that they interact with. I guess I am just a depressed little bitch according to the ones that I really care and love. I love all of you for reading this. Maybe, you just think I am doing this for selfishness. Think what you may want, I am not going to force you to think that I am a goody goody little girl. I never was, and I probably will never be. Goodbye for now, don't know if and when I will post again.

My thoughts on a Sunday

As I sit here today on a beautiful Sabbath Day I think of what I am grateful for and review the lessons that were taught today in church. Today during Relief Society I kept having thoughts turn back to my trip in Sept. It was a wonderful trip, and even though I don't have pictures to enjoy it all over again, I still have the spirit burning strong within me whenever I think of the places, or the stories, or just images in my head. I don't think I will ever forget the images in my head, and the strength that I was given. I would go on and on about my feelings of this trip. I had my ankle killing me when I was walking around at these wonderful places, but I still endured, because I had the strength of the spirit and pure excitement running through my veins to see these places. The historical places that I very important to The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints.
Something else I have been asked a lot this past month, is marrying Zach. I love Zach with all my heart and I would have it no other way. I am not forcing him to love me, because I know he loves me more than I can imagine I bet. He too wants to get married, but he is waiting to do it until we have enough money. I don't care who is reading this right now, whether it is Josh, or Jesse, both of you seem to really not like me a whole lot and I don't know the reason for it. Zach doesn't like being told what to do when he knows what he should do. Right now he really doesn't like either of you. I don't know the whole real reason about it, but if it is because of me, LET ME KNOW, and don't take it out on him. We both really do love each other, and when the time works for us, we will get married in the Rexburg, Idaho Temple. I love you Zach, and I know that you know that, but it could never be enough said.

Twillight with Turkey

Nothing much has changed, other than I am working a butt load of hours which is awesome. This week and next week is maintenance week for the pool. The pool is completely empty of water, and we scrub EVERYTHING! The pool floor, the pool walls, the walls of the building, the locker rooms, the lockers in there, the showers (which took me two complete 8 hour days to do) and the offices. That is a lot of cleaning actually. Takes FOREVER! Well, this next week, the college is out for Thanksgiving, and this weekend Twilight is out in Theaters. I don't think I have ever been this excited for a movie to come out ever, well except for the fourth Harry Potter, but that was a mild case compared to Twilight. Zach and I got tickets to see the matinée today. Zach has read the book, and when he saw that it was coming to the big screen (way after I noticed it was), he said that we should go and see it. So we are going today! I am happy. Other than that I am just working my butt off and enjoying it shockingly. Thanksgiving I get to spend with my parents and my brother and his wife (whose dogs I am babysitting this week). My two sisters in Utah will be coming for Christmas, but not here for Thanksgiving. Well, I have lost my train of thought now, so I am going to go and eat and then get ready to see TWILIGHT!