Friday, October 3, 2008

Back home!

I can't believe what has happened this past week while being back home. I lost my camera right at the end of the trip, and that has made me upset when I think about it, but it is fine with me, I at least felt the spirit while I was there. Just working on finals for the trip now and that is all. My nieces are coming from Northern Idaho this weekend and stay with their dad/my brother. This week, I have been mostly hanging out with my friends and enjoying my time back home. Been looking for an apartment to stay in, and I was able to contact someone about buying their contract. I am hoping that I will like it there. Other than that I am just starting work again in Idaho Falls at the pool. I heard some news the other day from my fiance that doesn't surprise me that much. He basically told me that his older brother doesn't want me to be part of the family. That doesn't really shock me at all rather than I am glad he didn't tell me while I was on my trip. I feel like I should talk with someone about it, but I just don't know who. I just feel like I can run away, and the only person that will miss me will be Zach. Not his parents, not his brothers, not his sister-in-laws, him, and only him. People just need to grow up. I am not saying that I am perfect, because I know as well I am not perfect. I just wish that people would leave us alone. Zach wishes that too, and he will do everything that he can to stop this useless crap going on. All I know is that I love Zach, and he loves me too. We are going to get married, and we are going to be happy with each other. Maybe all we are asking for is just a little support from everyone. That would be great. I will update later with more complaints, right now, I am just to baffled to continue on! I love you, Zach!

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